undignified
I've been trying to write this post for months. I don't know how to put it into words. Three months ago- on July 1- I was in charge of the scheduling at summer camp. By that, I mean that I put on a program for two of the cabins of the girls side. So basically, yeah, I was in charge of kamp for the night. After much deliberation, I decided on a pageant. I figured the girls would like it and it would be a fun way to see their personalities. I gave very little rules and the pageant itself had almost zero structure to it. I don't think I'll ever forget that night. I'll never forget the way they looked on in wonder at my haphazard stage. I'll never forget the way Maleficent's Cousin taught Brooke how to fly. I'll never forget that Dixie D'Amelio answered every single one of Brooke's questions perfectly. I'll never forget how Ana had literal tears running down her face. I'll never forget how Chrystal the E-girl stayed in character the entirety...